Yesterday- I just wasn't on top of my game and the more I kept slipping, the worse I got. You know how sometimes you make a mistake and you just let it roll off your back, you pick yourself up and move on? That was not how it went with me yesterday. I could feel all my mistakes just weighing me down and it just got worse and worse. I was definitely ready for the day to be over.
Today- I still had lost a lot of confidence after yesterday so today wasn't great either. I just made so many rookie mistakes and I just feel like maybe this isn't what I should be doing :( I feel like I keep making the same errors and not learning from them. I feel like I should be further along than I really am. And we had two euthanasias today and they made me feel like crying, even though I didn't really have anything to do with them.
Ugh!! I hope it will all look/feel better in the morning. It's just hard having two bad days in a row.
And because of the depressing nature of this post, let's find some nice photos to finish on.
This first picture made me giggle for quite some time when I found it and cheered me up no end!
4 comments:
::hugs:: I know what it is to be questioning everything, and it's not fun. Bad days suck. Here's hoping next week is better!
Boooo. I am so sad you had 2 bad days in a row. :( Hope your weekend is FABULOUS!!
Oh those are the cutest pictures ever! AW! I'm sorry you've been having a hard time. :( I hope things get better.... NOW!
Flying puppy is awesome! I hope next week is better to you. :)
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